Monday, October 21, 2013

Maelstrom

Surrounded by burnt orange 
and bright red foliage 
that inspires the colors 
found in your Crayola box,
she experienced a series 
of sudden jabs, 
twists, turns, 
a confusing set of pretend 
rules roughly based in a mixture of 
childhood and adulthood, 
love, but also false faces, 
a return to a happiness she once knew 
and au meme temps a desperation 
to extract herself from 
the emotional melee mediated by 
the person in her head screaming 
that she shouldn't have looked back;

Cups on replay 
(two bottles of whiskey for the way / 
you're gonna miss me when I'm gone), 
a breath taken behind pink glasses that 
cannot possibly make 
ce moment en son vie plus rose.

Where is the beginning and where is the end 
of the winding road that leads to 
hot chocolate and pauses in a fake cab ride?

Sunday, October 6, 2013

Color-by-number

I brushed up against you
and we began to color outside of the lines,
even though it was very tempting
to stick with the color-by-numbers pattern:

a moment inside a train car
tasting kale salad 
and mimicking another era,
we stepped back in time and pushed forward until

I found the space next to you in the Punk exhibit
surrounded by models wearing pins in slashed shirts,
smiling with chagrin as I slipped back into
the excruciatingly painful hot pink heels
leaving behind the freedom of bare feet,
so then

we showed your mother our safe haven,
cloaked in Chablis on a rooftop
with the wind in our hair and 

I leaned into you,
and the future unfurled
into a whorl of purple maxi dresses
and unconditional love.